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"its funny how you’ve already decided to let go of something makes it even harder to let go of that thing…
.its like caught between saying yes and no……
a forever struggle between letting go of what you want and at the same time trying hard to get a strong hold of it…"

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Mrs. Officer (Cover) - DJKeeno
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By that certain someone..

I hate it when i get too senti. I guess its just how i react about the things thats going on around me. I dont know what to feel exactly. This isnt as shallow as another pms or whatever-you-may-call-it-syndrome. Maybe its just how it feels inside. This is too cheesy or corny or whatever but i really, really miss being loved by someone - by that CERTAIN someone.

So i was talking to my friend a few hours ago.. and she asked me “what the heck do we need boys for?” I dont know how i was able to open my mouth and utter those words but, as if deliberately, they just flowed out of my mouth smoothly.

I answered her back “when you have an empty source of hope, of strength, of courage, of security, of contentment, of satisfaction, of care, of happiness—of LOVE, they fill it all in and suddenly he makes you stop feeling sad, terrible, hurt, lonely, teary-eyed, or giving up. When the world crashes down on you, he’s there. When you need a hug or two to make you feel that someone is willing to help and someone will never leave you, when you need little things to make you feel you are someone who`s worthwhile, he’s there. That certain someone suddenly make you feel better. Then thats it, thats one of their purposes in a girl’s life.

September 2, 2005.

"He who asks a question is a fool for five minutes; he who does not ask a question remains a fool forever."